He's been a good man all his life. Professionally he's in the most corrupt field of all times perhaps. He's stayed honest there. He has paid the price for being honest there. It breaks my heart to make him lie. It breaks even more because he's lying, the last thing he would do in his life for his own sake, & he's lying for me. What awaits me in the afterlife? Hope someone questions me after my death, Suddenly I want to believe.