Oooph!

Life is tough & not so tough. How do we determine the degree of life's toughess? Well lets accept that this degree does vary. Of course its all abt how we perceive things. We may feel life's good when the hardships we go thru r much more and vice versa.A good indicator could b how much we enjoy life. Feeling good abt things does mean that we r enjoyin them. These days life is quite simple. At least my life is simple. As in its uncomplicated. Wake up, go 2 work, come back, catch up with friends, spend time online & back 2 bed.So am I enjoying it? Am i getting bored? I dont know. And its this 'I dont know' that bothers me most. Off late there have been too many questions that I answer 'I dont know'. When did I start becoming so self-unaware? I have always understood me quite well. But somewhere down the line things have changed. Where? Again, I dont know. Why? I dont know. How? I dont know. Its high time I put my foot down & stopped this non-sense.I'm goin 2 go back 2 my old days. Going to start doing the analysis of my thinking process coz it looks highly likely that my way of posing questions to myself is misleading me into unknown territory. If I want the right answers then I must ask the right questions. Back to the drawing board.